The World of Annie

I think its pretty amazing how open you are about things....good and not so good. I wish I had that kind of courage...I was just wondering if you had started another blog?

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Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Five :] October 31, 2011 Happy...

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 18:51:35 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Five :]

October 31, 2011

Happy Halloween :] I’m making my costume right now. Tia and I are going to be the cutest sushi on earth.

Today was wonderful. It might be because my first thought this morning was that today was day 365, and I smiled. Then I didn’t stop smiling all day.

Here I am. A whole year older, in a different place, with a different home and a different life; but still wearing the same shirt as Day One. This is so insane. So absurd. So ridiculous. I can’t believe it’s over. I already cried. Everyone should do this. If you’re reading this right now, do it. Make today Day One, and don’t stop. You’ll feel amazing after.

I didn’t think this would affect me so much, but it did. My camera is now an essential item everywhere I go. Every time I go out. If I go to the grocery store, or to the beach, or even to the gas station to buy some chips, my camera needs to come. It’s going to stay that way. I’m still going to take pictures, and I’ll post them on my other blog. But this blog is going to stay just like this. Start to finish.

:] :} :D c: :P

I’m so happy. I’m so proud of myself. I know I’ve been sad lately, and it’s been stressing me out, and I can’t entirely say that my life is where I want it to be right now. But I’m only nineteen and I have a long time to figure it out. I can’t wait to read this when I’m older. Or tomorrow. Hi future Annie. You’re the best. :]

Here’s a special thanks to my family of followers. You guys are the best :] Thanks so much for encouraging me to keep going when I wanted to give up. Thanks for liking all my pictures and reading about my life. I’m just such a normal person, and it’s so cool that people like you care about my life :]ewiufheir;ughwredisojxzk I love you all.

Okay. I’m going to go finish my costume. I’ll miss my little 365. If I do another one later in life, I’ll let you all know.

This is the end.

youre beautiful. please dont be sad. you have one day left. you should be happy that youve came this far and have been through so much. im gonna go back to exactly a year ago and lets see what you posted

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 18:35:04 -1000

:] Thank you so much. I’m so happy that I’ve come this far. I’ll try so hard not to be sad anymore <33

I just typed out day 365 and was about to post

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 18:33:46 -1000

Then my computer wouldn’t move until I restarted it.

El. Oh. El.

Today's my last day :]

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 09:54:16 -1000

It’s been a whole year. I better take a lot of pictures. It’s sad! I’ll miss my little 365 it’s been my diary for a whole year. Every day for an entire year. This is enormous. I’m so proud of myself. And I’m so happy I have my little family of followers :] I love you guys so much. I’ll probably post like eight times today. I have so many things to say.

But right now, I’m happy.

Life is too short to be anything but happy.

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Four October 30, 2011 Tomorrow,...

Sun, 30 Oct 2011 23:55:34 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Four

October 30, 2011

Tomorrow, Tomorrow. It all ends tomorrow. This is sushi, about to get devoured by Tyler. I had dinner with him tonight and then he came over for a bit.

Before that I was really useless and awful. I think I cried every half hour for like 3 hours. Then I watched 6 episodes of Malcolm in the Middle, while sewing rice on to my Wal-Mart lingerie for my sushi costume. That’s really all I did. Useless? Of course.

I’m scared to post tomorrow. I’m going to be sad. I don’t know what to say. I’m so nervous, guys.

I guess we’ll see how it goes tomorrow.

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Three October 29, 2011 Sorry. Maybe...

Sun, 30 Oct 2011 09:19:24 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Three

October 29, 2011

Sorry. Maybe I’ll post on time today.

Yesterday was fucking useless. I left the house house twice. Once to buy ugly fucking curtains. then again to go to chinatown and end up in some disgusting, sleazy, gross bar.
I sat around in my underwear all fucking day. All day. I did nothing. Facebook got boring, Tumblr got boring, Stumbleupon sucked, Omegle stopped entertaining me. I had to Skype drunk Josh Grozier all fucking night because he was the only friend I had that would fucking talk to me. I had to text people and invite myself to hang out with them, because I can’t get ONE fucking invite to ANYTHING on saturday of halloween weekend. I was going to go hang out with Monica and some navy boys, but I really wanted to dress up, and I wanted to hang out with Tate because I’ve been trying to for a really long time. So I dressed up like a mermaid real quick and went to Keebler’s with Tate and Mikey. Everyone left us there. I drank a beer. We caught a bus to Chinatown, which was super cool and ridiculous, until we got bored. Then we couldn’t get into a decent club or bar because half of us are not twenty-one. We ended up at Amy’s Place………………………….it was disgusting. I fucking sat in the corner and didn’t drink because I had to get my car home at some point. And I didn’t talk to anyone because I have no fucking friends. So Annalise eventually came up to me and was like “Are you having fun? Because I’m not”. So we left with Tate and Kate and caught a bus back to Keebler’s. I dropped the girls off at the dorms and Tate and I went to McDonald’s. I dropped Tate off, and came home, and went to bed.

The End.

It's almost over.

Sun, 30 Oct 2011 08:58:40 -1000

:[ I’m not where I wanted to be. I’m so sad these days. I haven’t been to the beach in ages. I don’t even hang out with people. I don’t even like myself. It’s all over and this is what I turned into. I don’t even have anywhere to write it all down after this. This is how it ends.

I just woke up. It’s 9 a.m. and the first thing I did today was cry and post about it on tumblr…I have no plans for the day. I took no good pictures last night. I don’t take any good pictures anymore. They’re just shitty pictures I put up a day late so that I can finish this thing and stop being so sad all over the internet.

Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck this.

ive been reading this for like a year. TWO DAYS AHHHH you should do another haha

Sat, 29 Oct 2011 18:15:29 -1000

TWO MORE DAYS!!! :O Oh my lord. I would love to do another one. I think this was so awesome, but I need a break. I want to do one a little later in my life. My camera will always be an essential when packing my bag though, and I definitely won’t stop taking pictures. You should start a 365, Anon :]

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Two October 28, 2011 I went to...

Sat, 29 Oct 2011 15:45:00 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-Two

October 28, 2011

I went to school, and then sailing. I was a fucking bitch all day. My period starts on sunday, so I’ll use that as my excuse. I came home and refused to go to Wal-mart with Tia. But she got me to go get Genki, of course. Genki will always get me out of the house. We brought Kay cuz we like Kay <3 After that I was a super mega bitch, and didn’t want to be in my house ever, so I went to go see Paranormal Activity with Matt. I pretty much cried the whole time. So terrifying. After that I FINALLY got some weed. I came home and got absolutely murked with Tia. Passed out at 3:30 am. Exciting friday night.

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-One October 27, 2011 I went to...

Thu, 27 Oct 2011 19:36:02 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Sixty-One

October 27, 2011

I went to school today, but it was entirely useless. I tumbled through both of my classes. I literally took zero notes, and learned nothing. It’s the thought that counts..right?

One productive thing I did today was orgasm. A lot. So that’s always a good thing. After that I went to my first HUSC meeting with Tia and helped plan winter formal. It was fun :]

I guess today wasn’t very exciting. But I’m about to get dressed up and go to Monica’s for a party..on a thursday. Dontgiveafuck. It’s a costume party. I’m currently sitting on Tia’s bed trying to decide what to be. Slutty ballerina. Slutty belly dancer. Slutty cowgirl. Slutty school girl…..Who knows.

I have to go get ready though because I’m leaving soon. Naomi’s coming :] Yay Halloween!

oh p.s. these backpacks are Tyler’s and mine. How cute :3

Day Three Hundred and Sixty October 26, 2011 I was just so busy...

Wed, 26 Oct 2011 23:58:46 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Sixty

October 26, 2011

I was just so busy bathing myself in the best lotion on earth to remember that I had a 365. No worries, I’m here. Seven minutes to write and post.

I had some funny pictures from our pumpkin carving in architecture today, but this one is hilarious. This is a “spliff” that chris and I made in physics lab. It’s filled with m&m wrappers and recycled paper. I was fucking hopped up on caffeine at the time, after not eating for three days (I thought a big giant coffee was a good idea…). I was dying laughing in lab. Little Mark Duvall was trying to teach us shit and I’m being all obnoxious while Chris attempts to roll this thing up. So perfect.

Other than that, I didn’t make it to physics this morning because I was writing my 271 essay that was due a week ago….Then I went to architecture, and surprise! it’s pumpkin carving day. hahaha. I made a bird out of my pumpkin. I don’t know if we’ll get graded, but if we do I’m getting a bad grade, because I’m a terrible pumpkin carver.

I came home after physics and have been here ever since. I had a dance party with Billy. Haven’t had one of those in a while. So fun :] and THANKFULLY my sushi top is almost done. I have the whole bottom to do though :/

I have feelings that I could share, but I’ll spare you because I only have 120 seconds to post this!

Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Nine SIX DAYS?! IS THIS REAL...

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 23:56:01 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Nine

SIX DAYS?!

IS THIS REAL LIFE?!

Oh my god. Oh. My. God.

Guys, this is absurd. Absurd. Absurd. Absurd. Absurd. Ridiculous. Absurd.

Okay. So. October 25th, 2011

Today I woke up and was unproductive. I continued to be unproductive all day. Even to this very minute of 11:43 pm. Unproductivity at its best.

I picked up Tia from school at like 12:30 and then we went down to Waikiki ALL DAY. And also ALL EVENING. We didn’t get home til 9. I still have an entire essay to write that was due a week ago. Kill me. Kill me. Kill me. I’m so distracted by Facebook. Good news: I ate food today! I weighed 115 yesterday, so I should probably start doing that kind of thing more often. My throat just hurt so bad :[ We went to Chili’s and I had super delicious soup. Tia got a job! At california pizza kitchen :] and Tyler got a backpack. and I FINALLY found a romper!!!!!! romperromperromper. I’m gonna romp around the whole world in it. I love my romper.

Okay, I’m not sad like yesterday. Don’t worry about little old me. I’ll be okay.

Everything will always be okay.

WAIT. ALSO. Not only did I see a Tesla parked on campus today, but The HOTTEST black Audi parked next to me in the parking garage. I don’t know much audi’s so I’m not sure what kind it was, but ohmygod. I took so many creepy pictures of it. I had a jamaican license plate!! It was fucking beautiful. I had to post the Tesla though, didn’t have any decent pictures of the audi :/

Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Eight Ugh. Last night was a...

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 23:41:42 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Eight

Ugh. Last night was a mess.

Sorry.

Yesterday I skipped school because I felt awful and couldn’t eat or be alive all day. I did nothing productive. This picture sucks.

Sorry.

I have to post tomorrow.

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 23:17:09 -1000

My fever’s at 101.

It’s bed time.

Please don’t hate me.

Just got an e-mail back from a superyacht interior design company

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 22:14:11 -1000

He made me feel better.

Thank god.

I'm laying in bed. And I'm sad.

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 21:32:31 -1000

And I’m sick. And I can’t talk. And I can’t sleep. I’m thinking about this project. This year. How this year is going to end. There are only seven days left, and here I sit, sick, sad, single, broken-hearted, beaten down. This is how my year is going to end. I thought everything was coming true, all my wishes and all the things I love were finally surrounding me with happiness. And now I can’t even write my essay, because I can’t think because my body hurts so bad. And my throat. And I can’t even drink water. And I can’t even kiss anyone that I love.

I don’t want this. I don’t want to look back and see this. I can’t even take a picture for today because I can’t stay awake. I don’t know what to do.

I want to be happy. I try so hard to be happy. But this is going to end sadly. I only have a week and nothing’s going to be better in a week.

I’m going back to bed.

Maybe this whole year was a dream.

Msg me on Yahoo Messenger right now my SN is allengrahmXX121117

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 09:41:50 -1000

…………okay, let me go video chat with a creepy anon o_0

Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Seven I’m dying. I might...

Sun, 23 Oct 2011 20:54:22 -1000

Day Three Hundred and Fifty-Seven

I’m dying. I might actually be dead right now. A whole year is a long time and I’ve posted shitty pictures before, so here you go. Sick little Annie.

can’t even move. I want to type this so I can go PASS OUT AND DIE. Seriously. Why is this happening. Part of me feels like i won’t be able to go to school tomorrow…I’m okay with that.

Okay, i’ll give you a really quick run through of my day. Wake up at nine thirty, feeling nice and productive. Go to the grocery store, hell yes. Bought so much good food. And a half gallon of Orange Juice that I drank today. The whole thing. I have a theory that orange juice wards off sickness. Obviously, my plan backfired. Or maybe I was too late to stop it. %880 calcium. 960 calories. Just OJ. Didn’t help. Tyler came over at like 3? 4? 5? I don’t even know, but we rolled up a joint, and Tia joined us and we got super high. Then we made firecrackers. Bye world. Then Tyler and I went to to Genki, and if i wasn’t dying I would’ve eaten EVERYTHING. It was his first time. It was cute. Then we went to Wal-Mart to pick up Sims 3, but it was expensive so he got sims 2. Bye Tyler. Won’t see you in a while. I dropped him off and came home and died. I’m a zombie. Dead.

Bye.

I'm Dying

Sun, 23 Oct 2011 20:33:18 -1000

Oh my god. I can’t even move.

Shitty picture on it’s way…